Suicide.

Goodbye my friend,
Goodbye My love,
youre in my heart.

I dont know what I did to deserve this.
I dont know why I am the one getting this.
Why am I the only imperfect one here?
They said nobodys perfect.
ah, fuck that lah.
now fear nothing but life itself
And I have learned that living is just a slow way to die
I do not believe in life or in love anymore.
The joy I feel are the joys of emptiness
They say yo momma no vagina, you believe?
no right?
So? whats the diff.
I will fucking suicide.
I dont like how im being treated.
I dont fit in, even with my bestest friends.
Im always wrong.
Im useless.
I can never get anything right.
Why the fuck should i live?
Life on earth would be better without me.
Im so useless, i just simply, occupy space.
What? I stay on earth fo?
to get teased by everyone?
To live this fucked up life?
I cant even make someone lovew me lah.
Thats how oddamn ugly i am.
Ima fat piece of shit only a mother would love.
And even that, my mom doenst love me.
So im just an unlovable fat piece of useless fucking ugly shit.
Screw you god.

Hannah Artaud MaClaire.