The Stars Will Cry The Blackest Tears Tonight.

Lead Singer hold me tight
I only have you for 1 night
You know exactly what to do
To make me fall in love with you.

WTF, WHATS WRONG WITH TWITTER.
TT is BIEBERGASM?! WTF.
WTF.
JUSTIN BIEBER, PLEASE JUST DIE.
PLEASE.



OMG, WHY?
I just dont see the pretty in her.
So I have like, IDK

Some kind of, IDK. bloggin blockage.
I dont feel like blogging.
ugh fuck.

So wait, before i go.
Mom, said my punishment was i cant kluar on friday.
CHIBAI.
yep













Xoxo Loves.
Hannah Artaud Maclaire♥

I Can Do Better.

OMG STOP.
Random.


alright, I dont feel like blogging, actually.
Meh.




Xo
Hannah Artaud Maclaire

Suicide.

Goodbye my friend,
Goodbye My love,
youre in my heart.

I dont know what I did to deserve this.
I dont know why I am the one getting this.
Why am I the only imperfect one here?
They said nobodys perfect.
ah, fuck that lah.
now fear nothing but life itself
And I have learned that living is just a slow way to die
I do not believe in life or in love anymore.
The joy I feel are the joys of emptiness
They say yo momma no vagina, you believe?
no right?
So? whats the diff.
I will fucking suicide.
I dont like how im being treated.
I dont fit in, even with my bestest friends.
Im always wrong.
Im useless.
I can never get anything right.
Why the fuck should i live?
Life on earth would be better without me.
Im so useless, i just simply, occupy space.
What? I stay on earth fo?
to get teased by everyone?
To live this fucked up life?
I cant even make someone lovew me lah.
Thats how oddamn ugly i am.
Ima fat piece of shit only a mother would love.
And even that, my mom doenst love me.
So im just an unlovable fat piece of useless fucking ugly shit.
Screw you god.

Hannah Artaud MaClaire.

Like Roses , We Blossom Then Die.

In every mirror I see myself in the same way
Reflection's half of it, but living's the price I pay
Seeing this face can cause a bit of disarray
All I ask of you is... stop.
-Thank God Its Cloudy Cause im Allergic To Sunlight - ASLD

Lucky her.

Fuck chibai.
GO TO HELL LAH!
STUPID SHIT.
I SAY I PAY YOU RIGHT?!
THAT ONE ALSO CANNOT BUY FOR ME!
FUCK YOU LAH!
DAH LAH GIGI KAU MACAM JUBO APE ENTAH.
CANT YOU JUST GIVE ME YOUR FUCKING CREDIT CARD?!
EVERYFUCKING THING FOR MY SISTER YOU FUCKING BUY.
CAN YOU PLEASE JUST LET ME BUY ONE FUCKING THING?!
ITS ON FUCKING SALE!
YOU STUPID MOTHER FUCKER!
WHHY BE A MOM?!
YOUR SO FUCKING USELESS>
YOU DONT COOK YOU DONT CLEEN?
CAN GO TO HELL ALREADY? ADN SAVE ME THE FUCKING TORTURRE?!
FUCK YOU PUKIMAK.

I DIDNT FUCKING GET MY FUCKING CUSHY BECAUSE YOU ARE SUCH A FUCKING ASSHOLE.


So, im planning to die.
I wish to die.
I want to die.
I WILL die.
Soon.
Very soon.
Just wait.
Just fucking wait.

Xo
Hannah Artaud Maclaire

Asking Alexandria.

You know, Just like everyone else,
I want to know how it feels like, to be pretty.
To be loved by someone.
To be normal.
To be,
Just,
Me.



Xo
Hannah Artaud Maclaire.

Get out of my fucking life.

I may look happy, but honestly dear,
the only way I'll really smile is if you cut me ear to ear.


ripped apart in minutes what was built in seven years
the ink scarred on your back may as well of disappeared
for as long as I remember, you sold everything you owned
but now you sold our friendship, you're on your fucking own.
-Sleep with one eye open , BMTH



Best friends means forever, cunt .


xoxo
Hannah Artaud

He wont help us.

Fuck,
im so sick,
i dont feel like blogging.
D:

Im not that kinda girl.

OMG, THIS SATURDAY, AGAIN AT BLACKHOLE.
ALEMAK.
I WANNAWANNAWANNNA GOOOOO!
ILY SHAAAH!
hes like my gig provider,
got gig only tell me!
OH YEAH MAN!

Gig name: Night Of The Rotten Sounds

Highlite bandz

- Onanizer [Czech Republic]

- Proletar [Indonesia]

okay, in know its in August, BUT,
I AM SO STOKED FO BAYBEATS THIS YEAR!!
I wonder which well known band theyll be asking to perform!
SURPRISE ME!

And local bands?
I hope RUN NEON TIGER and BLIND MEETS MUTE are playinggg!
and WGB pleasssseee!
bahahaha


Im a very jealous, but at the same time "im so much better than you" kinda person.
I love making HILARIOUS and ugg faces, at cameras.
BAAHAHAHA.
okay LOLLO.

SO today, was umm, first day of sch.
Its quite cool.
nothing happened.

SO fo art, have to to do this research thing,
GEORGIA OKEEFFE
:D

AUGASMN Gig,

I HATEYOU I HATEYOU I HATE YOU!.
FUCK SHIT,
STUPID SHIT.
EAT SHIT LAH!
GRRRRRRRR.
Since she dint lemme go, I went to dance comp with mira and farahin.
Funn, but GIG wouldve been so much funnerr.
SHIT YOU LAH MOM.




As you can seee , I am, VERY. angry.


Okay,
I wish I was pretty.
-sigh-
Fuck life.
How i wish i could die.
I sure bet gg to hell would be best,
OH WAIT, no, it wont.
Because ill be seeing ALL OF YOU there too.
CAN YOU JUST LEAVE ME ALONE?!
fuckers.

I wish i could be 'her'
Infact, i wish, i could be , alot of people.
But i cant, Im just stuck with me, the oh so very fucked up, me.
I can never get out of this, unless,
SUICIDE.

bahahha,
Currently, VERY. Suicidal.

I wish someone would care.
I wish someone would understand.
but noone does, or will.



SCHOOL.
Homeworks not done.
IDGAF.
fuck shit .

IM SO USELESS.

some fucker hate texted me.
"FUCK YOU HANNAH, THINK YOU LAWA PE?!
HUH? YOU TAK LAWA LA! STEP JE. MCM SIAL , BODOH KAU.
DAHLAH RAMBOT NAK STEP BANYAK KALER JE! EH KAU UMO
BRAPE? 15 JE KAN? ABEH? NAK STEP MCM TUE APE HAL?
GI JOLOK ABANG KAU UH CHIBAI"

eh, sial, kau tau tak, aku, aku ni takde abg bodoh!
Kau ape hal sia? Akunye pasal ah, aku nak buat ape aku suke ngan rambot aku.
AKU PUNYE KAN? HUH? dan, eh, BILE MASE AKU KATE AKU LAWA?
I MEAN PLEASE LAH? I DONT EVEN KNOW YOU!
AND YOU DONT KNOW ME EITHER.
Eh, please, Get some fucking class, bitch.

"get some fucking class bitch! EH, kau orang SG kan? ABEH? KAU STEP AMERICAN APE HAL? MEMANG. memang aku tak kenal kau langsong! tapi, aku takyah kenal kau untok tau ni semue lah sial. PAHAM? BLOG KAU PULAK, MAKKAU, macam sial! macam kau ah! dengan BAHAHA kau, eh, KAU TAK TAU KETAWE PE? abeh, step macam kau FAMOUS sangat. and aku bukan bitch. bodoh. ISAP KONEK JE."

And I dint bother replying.
LOSER.

OMG EWWWW, i read my old blog.
EWWWW, I SOUND LIKE A POSER.
EWWWW.


So yknow what?
Blake dint go out.
HE TAK REPLY ME SEH.
abahahah


Is it me,
Am I so complicated,
Is it me,
or is love overrated,
is it me,
cos i dont quite understand, why it never turns out how i thought i planned.




X o Hannah

If I wrote a note to God.

I want to be left alone.
I want to do things on my own.
I am sick and tired of people.
I am sick of myself doing something annoying,
and get nagged, shouted at, or even scolded for, when
someone else does it, you all keep quiet?
I am sick and tired of getting smacked at for no reason.
I am sick and tired of being the reason for everything bad.
I am sick and tired of being second.
Im sick and tired of being chose last.
I am fucking sick and tired of fucking getting fucking teased at by every fucking one.
WHY THE FUCK ARE ALL OF YOU SO INSENSITIVE?
huh?
Whtthefck.
Do all of you think. that just because im fat, i can be treated this way?!
I maybe fat, but Im still human.
Being fat does not make me less or more human than any of you!
I HAVE FEEELINGS TOOO!
Doesnt anyone care?
I guess not.
Why is it everyone has to judge me and not her?
WHY DOES EVERYONE LOVE HER, WHEN IM THE BETTER PERSON?
She cusses, she has bad temper. and all guys drooooool over her,
WHY?
cos shes hot.
HOW ANNOYING.
Everyone thinks someone else is always better than me.
Well WHATEVER.
Kay?
I D G A F.
Im just so fucked up, because, it sucks to know
the people you care about so much treats you like FUCKING TRASH.
I have feelings too, Im human, just like you.
JUST FUCKING REMEMBER THAT.

Itchyy Bitchhy Hannah.

Lets seee,
What is there to blog about?
I guess , nothing.
:[

Note to Self:
22 march, go Millionaires Myspace.


Alright.
So, ummm,
I can go out on saturdayyy
I wanna go out with blaaake!
Blake you bowdowwwww!
meh.

Fuck,
I am currently so stressed up!
CRAP.
lets all hope, within this period of stressed-upness,
I wont do anything stupid.
-hopes-

Lady Gaga is better than sexxx!
aaah


yknow I give a million smiles to people,
And i get a million heartbreaks from other people.

Ugh crap,
I got so many shits to habiskan.
My Acimbollo potrait.
E learning shit.[screw you lah coral]
homework

LOLLO.
Me , Lulu and Farahin,
SLUUUUUUUT LOVE.

So now, im gonna tell what DIDNT happen yesterday.
We went to coffee bean, grab 5 pure vanillas and ciao-ed.
Then we crashed into the cinema 15 mins late, making so mush
noise and tumbling everywhere,
Everyone was so gonna kill us.
SO this is how we divided our Pure Vanillas.
I got 2 and she got two, and the last one, i got the bottom part and she got the top part.
bahahah.
THE END.

yknow, my mom is SO anoyying nowasdays!
sheee just keeps staring at me, like she knows abt _________________
and is just waiting fo me to confess.
BUT IM NOT GG TO MOM.
SO what if i __________________
seriouslly?
so?
IDGAF.
SO CAN YOU PLEASE STOP FUCKING ANNOYING ME?!






ALrightyyyy,


x o
Hannah

LULULULULULULULULULULLULULULOSER.

HEHEHE.

monday outing with lulu!
and sheeshaed with sis and shafik.

i want you

When i get bored at night.
i do stuff like the ;asts photos/
hehehehehehe


anyways i do my eyes like the first photo nowadays!
heheeheehehe

okay im done.


x o hannah

Suicide Season - BMTH.

We stare at broken clocks, the hands don't turn anymore
The days turn into nights, empty hearts and empty places
The day you lost him, I slowly lost you too
For when he died, he took a part of you

No time for farewells, no chances for goodbyes
No explanations, no fucking reasons why
I watched it eat you up, pieces fallen on the floor
We stare at broken clocks, the hands don't turn anymore

If only sorrow could build a staircase, or tears could show the way
I would climb my way to Heaven, and bring him back home again
Don't give up hope my friend, this is not the end

We stare at broken clocks, the hands don't turn anymore
The days turn into nights, empty hearts and empty places
The day you lost him, I slowly lost you too
For when he died, he took a part of you

Death is only a chapter
So let's rip out the pages of yesterday
Death is only a horizon
And I'm ready for my sun...
I'm ready for my sun to...
I'm ready for my sun...
I'm ready for my sun to set

This is suicide season!

If only sorrow could build a staircase, or tears could show the way
We would climb our way to Heaven, and bring him home again
If only sorrow could build a staircase, or tears could show the way
We would climb our way to Heaven, and bring him home again

If only sorrow could build a staircase, or tears could show the way
We would climb our way to Heaven, and bring him home again
We would do anything to bring him back to you
We would do anything to end what you're going through

If only sorrow could build a staircase, or tears could show the way
I would climb my way to Heaven, and bring him home again
I would do anything to bring him back to you
Because if you got him back, I would get back the friend that I once knew

Sports day.

OMG. Im talking to myself!

Umm, okay.
FML.
because, i look nothing like the photo.
and IT SUCKS BECAUSE I DINT EVEN EDIT IT?
just the lighting only!
GRRRR.


OMFG, today sports day, was, THE, shit!
I swear!
me , lulu and farahin camwhored all the way!
SOO FKN AWESOME!
OH YEAHHH.

So, me and farahin plan to have a crying session aft sch.
-sigh-
theres alotta things we both need to cry about.
trust me.


You are, the only execption.

OMG, wtf, My Name is khan.
Awww,
AMERICANS ARE SUCH HORRIBLE PEOPLE!
well most.
Stupid small minded people.
islam is not about violence dumbasses!
when the japs put you americans under house arrest why the fuck
dint you make a big deal abt it?!
AAAH

this is stupid.

Its sucha sad movie.
D;

'My name is Khan, and Im not a terrorist.'

alrightyy/ half way already i cry like shit!



x o
Hannah

Is this real?

OLIVER SYKES.
&
TOM SYKES.


Whoa, hottness runs in their genes!
bahahahha

The Crimson - Atreyu.

Will you still hold me when you see what i have done?
.......

BAHAHAHHA
OMG, http://pedwa179.tripod.com/id23.html
FUNNY.
i wanna do these kinda shits with my friends sooon!
MARCH HOLS! kk?


WHOAMAGODD.
CHECK THIS OUT.

• Oli Sykes ("Master Syko"), Matt Nicholls, Tom Sykes and XricciX formed a rapgroup called Womb 2 Da Tomb
• Oli Sykes and his ex girlfriend's brother, Neil Whiteley, formed a heavy metal duo named Purple Curto
• Oli Sykes owns Drop Dead Clothing and employs his younger brother Tom and mother Carol to help run and manage it with him.
• Oli Sykes also had an electronic instrumental side project called Olisaurus/Oli Has a Deathwish.

AWESOME!

Okay, like since the first time i saw this vid,
I FELL IN LOVE WITH THE CREEPY SMILE ANDY SIXX HAS WHILE SINGING.






X o
Hannah

This is, Suicide Season.

I WAAAANT KNUCKLE TATS.
so fucking awesome!
Oli sykes is \m/
aaah.

SO like, YEAHHH.
im downloadiing chowder.
plan to watch it while eating iceycreaaam!
YAYYER.
so depressing sia today.
IDFK what was wrong with me,
I just burst into tears during CCA today.
aand i dint do my best for it!
SORRY MISS AMY!
Will put in more effort next session.

So, yeahhhh.
uumm, i feel like dying.
Im happy that at least i dont have to go to school tmr.
yehahh.


OKAY, im shoooo depressed./




x o hannah

Youre a Proton to my Electron.

Today, in chemistry class, we were talking about how everything in life relates to orbitals, and my teacher used the example that if a girl and a boy like each other, it's due to their orbitals. After class i texted my boyfriend "you're the proton to my electron" he responded saying "i think that is the most romantic thing anyone has ever said to me" I knew he was a keeper. MILA.


EPIC.


oww my butt hurts.
-_____-


So, WHOA, today had POA test, not enough time.
Chem test, was okay, but sooo haaard.


and AWWW, my cats sick!
Im sooooo worried.



ooh oooh, CHECK It,
Im Hannah. Everyone i know loves me because im bitchy, straightforward, IN YO FACE and oh so irrasistable. Im not here to try to impress you or get judged by you. One things fo shure, You hold a grudge against me, plain and simple, YOURE losing out. Im not perfect, im not beautiful , Im just a humourous kid living her life to the fullest. I slack and sheesha almost HALF of my life and I wont fucking change fo anyone. Is this okay? bahahah, Andand, dont be afraid, i dont bite, that hard. xD
AND,No i dont want to see your dick.

My new ABOUT ME. on tagged.


OH NOES!
I STILL HAVE ART TO DO!
AAAAAH
MALASNYEEEE




bleh.
So, last night I, OFFICIALLY SCREWED UP.
I was sooo ----------- that i had nooo fucking idea i texted ------!
OMG, I SCREWED IT UP.
IDK IF HE DINT REPLY COS HES MAD OR COS HIS PPD LOW.
but if he EVER reads this.

IM SOOOO SORRY.
sorry, im speechless. So yeah.
Sorry is all i can say.


OMG EWWW< MILEY CYRUS LOOKS LIKE A FUCKING 35 YEAR OOLD
AT THE GRAMMYS.

Alright, so its 8.43 pm.
and, I THINK, im gonna go do my art now.
AAAAH, hands, prepare to ache.
SOOO MUCH COLOURING TO DO.




x fucking o
HANNAHH

GO TO HELL.

Hmmm, what to bloggg..
Oh umm, FORMSPRING!
Bahahha
people ask RIDICULOUS questions there.
funny funny.


Kkay,
BYE

X o
Hannahh

HYPER

IT TRUE.
So people who hatehatehate,
I gots an acronym for yas.

"When people can walk away from you, let them walk. Don't try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring for you, coming to see you, or staying attached to you. When people can walk away, let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. "
Quote from Ana's Tumblr.
I have to learn it.

Im eating salad noww.
heee.

So like, YEAH BABY.
rada rada rada rada
-does hand gestures-
RAAAWR.
ANGAHHH.
heheheh,
Im getting my,
umm,
VEGGIERUSHHH!
Which Mira will never get to experience,
cos she like, HATES veggies.
TSSK.


Anyhoooos!
HOORRAAAAAY,
Tmr assembly in classs!
no need to pin up ma fringeeee.
OMG, im so hyper siaaaa.
HEHEHE.

Ummmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
OH NOES!
I havent do math!
And tmr got retest fo indices.
WHAT THE SHITS.
blehghams.

Im chatting with zico now,
ZICO ZICO ZICO,
Is fucking indonesiano,
Hes ina band,
Works at a hotdog stand,
Listens to deathcore,
is my # 1 WHORE.
HURRAH ZICO!

ily zicoco bean.
bahahaha

Alrightes.
tes?
WTF.

OKAY.
\


x o
HANANNNANAANNANANANANA