Vans Off The Walls.

Hold on while I go, OH MY FUCKING FISH DICKS IN CALIFORNIA!
Aaaaaaaah!
SAOSIN IS COMING TO SINGAPOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

Big Night Out 2010 Feat: Muse, Saosin, Rise Against!

Aaaah!
But like the costs of the tickets are just madd shittt
D:


SO basically, Tmrs class bbq!
OH YEAH
Whos gonna bring the bacardi?!
Bahahaha
Anyways,
Im gonna be like soooo bored , during the remaining weeks of the hols.
So , if anyone, has gigs to go to, free concerts, whatever , my cells switched on, 24/7
xD

But yeahh, I need gigs man.
D:


Brick by Boring brick - Paramore


So went to City Square today,
So many guys said my hair was awesome.
umm, LOL?
And I was with my MOM.
bahaahaha

Alrighhtt.
Nothing muchh is happening in moi life right now.






X fucking O
hannah Catastrophe

Just Pull The Trigger.

You are a Faggot.


Yeah , basically thats it.
Rip rip rip.
Cry and die.
Well, at least Wished to.

3 more days, and im just gonna stop it kay?
Just gimme time, yeahhh


And, , Bahahah,
You are a big joke.
Thus, Ive deleted you from my life or Im deleting you from my life.
Im pretending, that ive never met you.
I dont fucking know you exist, and you dont fucking know I exist kay?
Get it? Got it? good.
If anyone asks, I dont know you, Youdont know me.
Deleted your number, deleted your texts.
And if you dont see me online anymore,
I guess you know why.
Sorry it had to come to this.

Okay

Im sick, of everytihing really.
My parents, are just killing me at home.
I hate home,
ITS NOT FUCKING HOME, its just a fucking place where i live.
I hate my family, I am NOT their daughter.

Life is at its worst right now.


According to you
I'm stupid,
I'm useless,
I can't do anything right.
I'm difficult,
hard to please,
forever changing my mind.
I'm a mess in a dress,
can't show up on time,
even if it would save my life.

But according to him
I'm beautiful,
incredible,
he can't get me out of his head.
I'm funny,
irresistible,
everything he ever wanted.
Everything is opposite,
I don't feel like stopping it,
so baby tell me what I got to lose.
He's into me for everything I'm not,


X fucking O
Useless Shit Cake, Hannah.

I will never leave you.

OMG.
The people in my class.

CELESTE
SIM SHUEN
ESTELLA
JOSEPH
PAMELA
LULU
NORSAIDAH
BRANDON
ANNISA
MIRA FAZER
ATIKAH
MEI QI
NAUFAL
AARON
WAI HONG
VICTOR
LUQMAN
ADELINE
NURSAFARAH
CRYSTALBELLE
ALICIA
MANEESHA
ELIZABETH
TING SHUN
DOREEN
ALICIA
MUHAMMAD ZAKIR
ABDUL RAHMAN
NIKKI
CAMILLUS
BETTY
SITI HANA INSYIRAH
NUR FARAHIN
RYAN
NG BAO QIANG
AZIRUL
YONG JIE
FREDA
GENA


Some are just gonna make my life just PURE PLAIN HELL.

Thanks.

Today was funnaaaay.
Because of an inside joke that farahin would KILL ME,
if I tell.
BAHAHA
SMALL.
So, I told my mom about it.
She laughed her nose off.
Yeah.
And Farahin and Mira kept saying I was slow.
In like converstaions and stuff.
So?
Like you all very fast.
-___-
Especially you ah farahin.
-___-
Seee, I just gave you the face.
HAH.
-sticks tongue out-
As if we are all so perfect.
Well most of us.
But LOL Farahin, you are HILARIOUS.
XD
bahahaha
Okays.
WHEEE.
Eatiing some mightyy cheeeeesecake now.
OKay, So .
My dude cousin, thinks Farahin is hotshit.
He saw her in my class photos.
LOLOLOL
Okay,
SO ive noticed how ive been bias.
I keep wrting bout cute guys,
Thaat i dont write about ugly guys.
So, I have alot of encounters with ugly guys too.
Harshh.
But mostly of my guy encounters are with ugly ppl.
You know why?
Cos theyre all singaporean.
HEH.
Well most of them are ugly, whether attitude wise or looks.
But there are SOME, very few i might add,
With a good heart and good looks.
EWWW
I sound soooo gay.
I dont like YOU.
OMG, today the weirdest thing happened in the car.
I was thinking of someone, I missed that person,
So i thought of that person
I was thinking thinking, daydreaming bout that person.
AND THEN.
ALLOF A SUDDEN.
he texts me.
I mean, THAT PERSON, texted me.
how OMG-COINCIDENCE-MUCH is thaaat?
LIKE VERY.
It waaaaaas soo freakyy man.
Beccause like, the other time, when i was online,
I was thinking bout that person, and then, BAM
He started chatting with me.
Okay wait, Maybe I just think of him all the time.
No wait, cant be.
I have too many things in my mind to only be thinking of him.
right?
HUH?
WTF IS HAPPENING.
I DONT EVEN KNOW ANYMORE!
-overreacts and throws a fit-




He loves moi.
He loves me not.
He loves me.
He loves moi not.
Well, I ll take it as he does not love me.
I think?
IDK.
But im like one wanker, because i still love him.
WTF is my problem.
Lets just hope he doesnt still read my blog.
And he doesnt think that im talking bout him.
heeeee.
xD
NYAK.
So guys,
Im just boredshitt right now.
Dont know why the fuck msn isnt workaaang.
lalalalaa



Note to self : Avoid the neighbours patio between 2pm - 3pm.
Mm whatc

Im Still Loving You, Like It Was The First Time.

I thought,
that Ive gotten a grip on life,
that I know how to handle it
So I made up a plan, I decided on how Im gonna control it.
But, Its all backfired now.
The ground is swallowing up my life inch by inch.
Im unhappy most of the times,

And all you people out there just cant wait ,
To see me fall to the floor and cry , cant you?
All you people wanna do is kick me when Im down.
Because why?
All you people only cared about yourselves
And here I am, tryna care for you people.
Its abit unfair when you leave me out, innit?
But I guess you guys just dont enjoy my company.

You all diss him.
You all diss me.
I love him.
No one loves me.
And you pretend to listen bout my problems.
Oh wait, I cant even rant to you guys .
Yknow why? Because all the fucking time was wasted on listening
to your rants or other peoples rants.
Which sucks you know that?

You choose everyone except for me.
I never get to be usefull.
You make me feel more useless, then I already am.
For once When I tried to help,
You went and walked away.

Here I am, tryna voice out my stuppid problems.
And there you are enjoying your perfect life.
More like, there you ALL are enjoying you ALLS perfect life, innit?

You complain about same things.
I advice.
When I ask for help.
You diss me.
All I did was proved you wrong.
And there you went calling me names.

When I tell you i love him,
You laugh.
You are THE loser here.
Because you dont fucking know what love is.

I love you.
I miss you
. I want you back.
I was stupid.
But now,
I realised that you dont know what youve got,
Till its gone.
And Ive realised it already.
And I wantt you back.
please? Im sorry.





Every paragraph is dedicate to a person.
try to figure out which one is your paragraph.



X fucking O
Hannah Catastrophe.

Im Gay.

Is it love?

Okay.
LOL.
The Hate post made me seem scary.
Well, this is why, you shouldnt mess with ME.
xD

So yeah.
Today was, well, Not bad.
Nat and Nina came over, and we sung, did shit, went to TESCO.
And said hello to the cute hairstylist.
Aww, I miss him.
He did my franns hair, and he kept staring at me, well, like 2 months ago.
And everytime i go there, he'll smile and wave.
but, i dont even know his name.
But he, HE, is GOREGEOUS.
D:
Bahaha
SO yeah, he smiled just now.
heeeeeeh.

Then we went kite flying,
and HOLY SHIT.
There were like so many, goth/emo kids hanging.
And i was like, Oh LMAO.
So yeah, some said hi and blah.
But yeah.
WHAT/
wha wha wha WHAT DID SHE SAAAAY
me and nat kept singing that song.
Lmao .


Yeaaah.
So about the i am in love thaaang, right.
I am totally gonna tell you guys about it.
So like.
I am totally in love with well, No one.
Yes ima loser.
fo the first time, im not loving, or crushing or FLIRTING[which is quite impossible for me to NOT be doing] with anyone
D:
Well wait, i think im having a crush on someone.
IDFK


Alright, moms calling.
What a fucker.
D:



x fucking o
Hannah Catastrophe.

I dont like you.

Bahahah!
Reenie,
Your face makes me want to support abortion.
Your life, is the result of drunk sex with your parents too broke off buying alcohol to pay for an abortion.
Any guy that had ever wanted you is blind, mentally challenged or , sexually desperate.
But, most likely all 3, BAHAHA
I, Hannah, would gladly watch you unknowungly get raped by a man with aids.
YOU WILL DIE ALONE.
You make hazardous[ooooh big word.LOL] waste look healthy to have sex with.
You stink so bad, that people run behind garbage trucks to mask the stench. LOL
You make flies drop dead LIGHTHEADED.
I would use yer loooks as a weapon to kill animals to eat, if i were stuck on an island.
AND I would rather feeed myself to the sharks, than living with you, You ugly whale trash.



Yeah.

We were All So Undone.

Finally, My hair has decided to stay with a colour.
As it has been, my hair has been changing after I dyed it
First day : Pink/red
Second day:red/brown/ orange
Now : Orangeyy

Oh the fucking joy

Tadaaaa, Orange.
And you can see some coontails
So anyways.
Quote from Mira's post on November 6th.
"cause its always poeple looking at hana's hair but today,some people stared at me. ting shun says its cause im average and people wanna look at me but not look at hana cause she's weird and she scares people,LOL"

Yes LOL.
Well, MLIA.
bahahah
I SOOOOO do not scare people!
Hmphh

Oh goshh, I am in fucking LOVE.
with?
Well, Ima say it in the next post.
A lil suspense wouldnt hurt, would it?
xD


Alright, I has to get ready noww



x fucking o
Hannah Catastrophe
:]

My HURR.

No Title.

I neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed.
NEED.
Posters of, Paramore, Hey Monday, VersaEmerge, A7X, Escape The Fate, FTSK ,SKSK,
Alesana,Silverstein, Mayday Parade.
And many more.
AND, Singapore is gay.
Because I cant find them anywhereee!
But i havent checked Far East.
Jennnng.
BLEh.
I has to decorate ma room .
So , POSTERRS!


So, todayday.
Ma sisturr, is gonna be a sceney.
xD
Me and her are gonna go out to City Square with all the HXC-ness.
Wheeee.
So gonna bleeech few strands of my fringe reeeely blonde,
and then dye it, either, pink, blue or, well, orange.
IDK
bahahah
xD
Okayyy




LADIDA
Sorry im hyper