AUGASMN Gig,

I HATEYOU I HATEYOU I HATE YOU!.
FUCK SHIT,
STUPID SHIT.
EAT SHIT LAH!
GRRRRRRRR.
Since she dint lemme go, I went to dance comp with mira and farahin.
Funn, but GIG wouldve been so much funnerr.
SHIT YOU LAH MOM.




As you can seee , I am, VERY. angry.


Okay,
I wish I was pretty.
-sigh-
Fuck life.
How i wish i could die.
I sure bet gg to hell would be best,
OH WAIT, no, it wont.
Because ill be seeing ALL OF YOU there too.
CAN YOU JUST LEAVE ME ALONE?!
fuckers.

I wish i could be 'her'
Infact, i wish, i could be , alot of people.
But i cant, Im just stuck with me, the oh so very fucked up, me.
I can never get out of this, unless,
SUICIDE.

bahahha,
Currently, VERY. Suicidal.

I wish someone would care.
I wish someone would understand.
but noone does, or will.



SCHOOL.
Homeworks not done.
IDGAF.
fuck shit .

IM SO USELESS.

some fucker hate texted me.
"FUCK YOU HANNAH, THINK YOU LAWA PE?!
HUH? YOU TAK LAWA LA! STEP JE. MCM SIAL , BODOH KAU.
DAHLAH RAMBOT NAK STEP BANYAK KALER JE! EH KAU UMO
BRAPE? 15 JE KAN? ABEH? NAK STEP MCM TUE APE HAL?
GI JOLOK ABANG KAU UH CHIBAI"

eh, sial, kau tau tak, aku, aku ni takde abg bodoh!
Kau ape hal sia? Akunye pasal ah, aku nak buat ape aku suke ngan rambot aku.
AKU PUNYE KAN? HUH? dan, eh, BILE MASE AKU KATE AKU LAWA?
I MEAN PLEASE LAH? I DONT EVEN KNOW YOU!
AND YOU DONT KNOW ME EITHER.
Eh, please, Get some fucking class, bitch.

"get some fucking class bitch! EH, kau orang SG kan? ABEH? KAU STEP AMERICAN APE HAL? MEMANG. memang aku tak kenal kau langsong! tapi, aku takyah kenal kau untok tau ni semue lah sial. PAHAM? BLOG KAU PULAK, MAKKAU, macam sial! macam kau ah! dengan BAHAHA kau, eh, KAU TAK TAU KETAWE PE? abeh, step macam kau FAMOUS sangat. and aku bukan bitch. bodoh. ISAP KONEK JE."

And I dint bother replying.
LOSER.

OMG EWWWW, i read my old blog.
EWWWW, I SOUND LIKE A POSER.
EWWWW.


So yknow what?
Blake dint go out.
HE TAK REPLY ME SEH.
abahahah


Is it me,
Am I so complicated,
Is it me,
or is love overrated,
is it me,
cos i dont quite understand, why it never turns out how i thought i planned.




X o Hannah